| Values |
[Jul. 10th, 2007|02:19 am] |
Honesty - Honesty and truth will guide his words.
Loyalty - He will not fall from his beliefs nor his allegiences.
Courage - His fears hinder not his actions and thoughts.
Respect- He will assume in good faith the competence, ability, and rights of others.
Wisdom - From life he will learn right from wrong and judge the quality of his actions.
Reverence - With respect and awe he will serve his lord.
Honor - Through action and integrity, he will gain merit of worth and esteem to himself and others.
Integrity - He will hold his morals and values before himself and never falter from them. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2006|04:13 am] |
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| This should be a fun trip |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|10:05 am] |
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I'm about to drive to Dallas in an hour. That should take some time. Then when I'm done up there, (about midnight tonight), I have to drive back to be here in time for new student orientation the next day at 8am. This should be grand. Energy drink for the win. |
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| My family is a mess |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|11:42 pm] |
I never thought I would see the day that I had to advise my parents on parenting.
I have definately learned alot about myself in the process.
I wish they had pushed me more when I was younger. I was capable of so much potential.
I've still managed to come out pretty well off though.
I only wish that I can teach my brother that he too has an excessive amount of potential.
But as with everything in life, the only person who can make your decisions is you. |
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| My World |
[Jul. 16th, 2006|01:41 am] |
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In Local news, I have had a realization. I've said everything I've needed to say, but to the wrong person. And I have the choice of wether or not to tell the right person. If I do, I face the great chance of sadness. If I don't, it would be even worse in the long run, but easy in the short. History has repeated itself, and it has taken me this long to learn from it. This is definately one of the most painful life lessons I have ever experianced. And at the same time, the most beautiful.
In Worldy news, violence in the middle east has escalated. All eyes are on Israel as it attacks on Lebanon after the kidnapping of an Israeli soldier, though their strike seems to have an alternate motive. Again violence has escalated in Iraq, with 2 US soldiers captured and beheaded, and US soldiers raping and killing a 14 year old iraqi girl and her family and burning her body to hide the evidence. Coalition forces have begun more attacks in Afghanistan killing several more insurgents and taliban affiliates. Over 60,000 weapons have been stolen from Austrailian police and are now missing. Iran is still quarrelling over its Nuclear program while North Korea fires Missles into the Sea of Japan, threatening peace in Asia. Japan wants N. Korea attacked and sanctioned and no one has their backs. Russia has offered to use its barren frozen tundra as a storage place for all the worlds nuclear waste. India and Pakistan are on the brink of war. The Iraqi olympic representative as well as 29 other people have been kidnapped by gunmen. The Saddam trial has yet to find an end. Finally, (though alot has been left out), the G8 summit is this weekend. The G8 is the group of eight, the top economic 8 countries in the world. Canada, France, Germany, Italy, Japan, Russia, Britain, and the US make up about 65% of the world economy. In the course of the next few days, they will discuss several world issues including oil, education, and world trade. Obviously, they will discuss the current world affairs and discuss diplomacy. It is quite possible that based on the turn out of the summit wether or not World War III will start anytime soon.
Pray for diplomacy and pray for everyone who has to witness this first hand.
I wonder if the US would need an animator in War... |
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| Big Time |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|04:16 am] |
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I have alot of work to do. And in my mind, all odds are against me. Wish me Luck. |
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| I'M SINGLE AGAIN!!!!! THANK YOU LORD!!!!!!! |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|02:14 am] |
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Wow what a break. I cannot beleive all that has happened. Of all the things that happened, the only thing that i predicted happening was my break up. Everything else was an awesome surprise. Especially the realizing that I may actually love someone I hate. And to top it off, Im 20 now. This quarter is going to be awesome and full of excitment and adventure. Oh, and just for the record, Keira Knightly is a fox. |
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| I am the living dead. |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|04:25 pm] |
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I am officially a zombie. I havent slept in 36 hours. I worked a full shift at HEB last night, then I stayed up the entire night working on my project for Additech as well as the ungodly amount of homework Ive managed to pile up on myself. I spent 2 hours last night writing up my contract and letter of agreement. Its cool. So tired. If they still want that other animation, their going to have to give me 2 weeks to refresh myself. Oh man.... Norms class. gtg, laters |
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| Tear... |
[May. 9th, 2006|12:26 am] |
I want to kill someone...
This is just too much for one day, one week, one quarter.
Im so overloaded. And tonight... blew. Been working on my toy project since 2pm today. at about 10, it totally crashes, and it reverts back to a save point soooooo far back. I just found out that ctrl+s on my 3d max doesnt save. 8 hours of work... toast. I was " " that close to done. Texture and all. It seriously reverted back to a point where my model was still geometric shapes.
heres what happened:
Im applying a few lights in my scene when I notice that (duh duh duh!) Autokey is on. God knows how long its been on. I dont know how autokey got turned on. Sure enough, my entire scene was autokeyed and from frame 1-100 was absolute chaos. As soon as I touch that autokey button to turn it off... BOOM! "An application error has occured, would you like to save the current scene before it closes?" and if you dont know what that means, it means "max hates you, save and your file corrupts. dont save and your file corrupts. your choice"
man... and i have to paint, the WHOLE art car by myself tomorrow night. Well... looks like im pulling an all nighter. laters |
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| Life as we no it (tee hee) |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|02:19 am] |
Wow, what a week. First this past weekend I went to College Station for a Motorcycle Safety class. It was awesome. Getting my License next week and hopefully getting my bike for my birthday this June. Tuesday I finally got the last piece to my new computer, and when I assembled it all together and turned it on... nothing happened. Come to find out, the power supply was plugged in upside down and thus fried the motherboard. Needless to say I was quite upset. James came over and helped me though. But there was the possibility that it fried everything... 3800 dollars down the drain. So the next day I took it to Microcenter and had them service it. Well In class, I get a call from them saying that they are going to replace the motherboard for free and that all was okay :D
Wednesday was Crawfish Boil. Crawfish was late which was terrible. Students painted crap on the art car. And I bought Brandi a drink, which she said I was a "nice guy" for. My biggest pet peeve is being called a "nice guy" People who know me know that It is the worst thing you can call me. anyways... That night, Amanda and I hung out with Brendon at Fast Eddie's. That was fun... as me and Brendon got stuff out in the air between us. AKA We talked about Valerie and her lies. I feel much better now.
Thursday was Hooters night. Myself, Scott, Ryan, Justin, Chad, and Sarah ventured to Hooters for a wonderful HooHa with the Hootas. It was awesome. Then I went and chilled at Chad's for a while working in 3D Max, then we ventured over to Scott's for some more awesomness. Friday, I had to repaint the Art car due to some inappropriate items that our fabulous students painted on it. Then I took Amanda out to eat and thus completely forgot to go to my Art History II Class. I didnt realize until 2pm that should have been in class at 12:30. Oops... Good thing Ms. Peacock is awesome. Then after after effects class (ya.. thats right) Me Micah and our friend James Brown went and saw Silent Hill..... Where do I get my refund? Anywho, James had his Tatu Cd with him, (who remembers that band?) So 3 white boys driving down memorial at 1:30am blasting Tatu's "All the things she said"... ya
Finally, Scott has been doing some amazing stuff lately. He has truly inspired me to be better at what I do and take myself more seriously. Rafael and I have started working at Grady Middle School working with the little kids there. It is actually ALOT of fun. And we actually do work (that is when we're not playing air basketball behind the boss's back) haha. Micah and his girlfriend have become a little too comfortable with themselves around me... and Oh My Gosh is it annoying. Oh how I adore watching two people make out and touch eachother for hours on end. The other couple pissing me off is Jr and Melanie. King and Queen of TMI (or too much information) I dont want to know who walks around naked in her apartment, or who whacks who off, or who spanks who's ass. Yet they are kean on letting us all know.
And now for my favorite part of the week, Keith Roy told me that I need to be Neutered... sigh... that made my week |
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| Her knight in shining armor |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|11:42 pm] |
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She was lost. She did not know in which direction she was heading. To the north lie the trembeling winds and frozen plains in which life was unsustainable. To the south, a vast, dismal ocean with no life. To the west was an unkown land full of perilous dangers, and mysterious strangers. And to the east, her past, her home. A place she dreaded lingering. With a feeling of desperation, she dared into the dark, not knowing where her destiny would lead her. But she was brave, perhaps, too brave. She displayed her undenouncable courage where fear once stood. Arrogance filled her veins. She altered who she was in order to survive. Hiding her sorrowful face behind a sympathetic mask, she was invincible. She was determined to set her life as she desired. As such she determinedly rose amongst the people's favor. Lords of the lands gave her there trust and blessing as she became powerful. Some said she would become a queen one day. Then one fateful day, she was burdened with a choice. Continue on this powerful rise of status, or re-enter into the lives of her past. Her home had offered her one thing that her power could not, love. She was afraid that love would ruin her life, that it would hinder her. So she suffered her fate, and chose power and money. To confirm herself in her choice, she tried to convince herself that love was not even real, and thus was skeptical to the entire thought. But by doing so, she only desired it more. But it was too late, the path she had chosen had taken her, unreleasing and unforgiving. And so, the lords of the lands that once favored her, forgot her. She lost everything; her power, her riches, she had even lost herself. When she attempted to regain her once favorable postition, the people denounced her, and she was cast away. For the first time in a long time, she cried. The dreadful tears of sorrow that glistned down her cheek burned her with every painful memory of the thing called love, that which she did not have. But she knew that her past, her home, would not remember her, it would not accept her back. So she wandered about in the dark. She knew she would never find home, ever again. But, she was not entirely correct. Home found her. Her family, friends, and loved ones, her past, her home, found her. They had always wanted her back, always cared about her, always loved her. They were behind her the entire time. They loved her the entire time. One of the local boys who was quite cute yet mischeivious in her younger years had now become a strong, handsome man, who incidentally was, a knight. He was honest and caring, but never did he give his love to anyone else. Many women did want his attention but always his attention was for her. And so, her knight in shining armor came to her rescue, not by defending her for she was weak, nor slaying a dragon to save her life, but by giving her his love, that which she desired more than anything else. |
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| 20,000 leagues under the Tea |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|12:17 am] |
Ive been really lazy lately on the blogs, i hate updating. ive finally decided to load my pictures from the break.
( People actually hit this tree... )
It was a good break. Im excited about school again. All my classes are great, all my friends are even greater. Till next time kiddos. |
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| Headline that makes ya wonder |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
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50 cm tsunami forecast for Japan after quake
Is that technically a tsunami? a 12 inch wave along the Japanese coast... doesnt that happen very often? Maybe theres some sort of definition that its a tsunami if caused by a quake or something |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|11:20 pm] |
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